Sunday, June 13, 2010

I'm feeling.... Confident.

Probably not the kind of confident you are thinking, though I am feeling that, too. But I'm feeling confident in a way that is hard to describe. I feel like for 7 years my spiritual, emotional, and just overall progression halted, or slowed greatly, and now that that cloud is lifted, I feel like I have just grown by leaps and bounds. I don't feel held back or stifled anymore, and it is wonderful!
I feel confident that I am doing the best I can, every day, and while there is always room for improvement, I am improving, every day. I feel confident that my best is good enough, and when better is needed I will be able to do that, too. I feel like my Heavenly Father is pleased with my efforts, wants me to strive to do better and correct my many mistakes daily, but He knows that I am doing my best and I will get better. I feel confident that He has a plan for me, and though it seems like a lot of things may be a long way off, they will come, and I will be happy with the way my life goes. I feel confident that I will be able to handle whatever comes my way in the future, because He is preparing me for those things, and I am working hard to be ready. After all, if you are prepared, you shall not fear.
I feel like letting go of the things you can't control is the answer. This is me, letting go, and it feels good. I am only in control of myself, my actions, my thoughts, my feelings. That is what I will focus on.
Wow, I just realized it has been almost a year since I posted last. I will try to be more regular so I can keep up, sometimes it seems like too many things happen to catch up if you don't keep up with it! But anyhow, life is good, I am happy, albeit a little bored, but BRING IT ON! I'M READY!!!